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Today 8/12/2010(630am),im still doing my nite shift...huhuuuuuu....

Damn sleepy.......but im happy coz will go back in another an hour timeeeeeeee!!!!!=)

Finished my work at 4am,so fr the time past,i watched a tamil movie called Sillendru Oru Kadhal.....♥ the movie so much!!!hehehe,actly I ♥ the hero,Suryaaaaaaaa!!!!

Ok lar,basically this is wat i want to write.....and gotta go to do my closing....huuhuuuu...byeeee!!!

ITS NOT ABOUT LOVE AAJ KAAL MOVIE!!!=)

Holaaaaaaalalalaaaaaa~~~!!!!=p.....was busy editing my blog till no time to fill something on my blog....huhuuuuu..damn missing to write sumthng actually...but then busyyyyyy lorrrr...

Today i was watching a nice movie,LOVE AAJ KAAL,cast by Saif Ali Khan and Deepika Padukone...Im not their fan actually...=)but alwiz wan to watch it coz of the Director Imtiaz Ali,he was the one that directed JAB WE MEET,starring Kareena Kapoor and Shahid Kapoor,another heartie movie....huuuuuu...

But nw im not gonna talk abt Saif,Deepika or even Kareena and Shahid.....it juz tat i love the both movie stories..especially LOVE AAJ KAAL...it is abt a couples,JAI and MEERA...separated frm each other fr giving space to achieve their dreams respectively....but the best part,even though after their broke up,they r much more into a close relationship,somekind better than wat they having last time....they start look upon each others good point than their minus point...and hw they survive in their own dreams,hw they balanced up the love and friendship between them was the story....

But to think back,izit acceptable in nwadys life???its hard to knw someone as ur bf/gf 1st,(mean the special one laaa....)then after the broke up,u still having a good relationship with

that particular guy or gal as FRIENDS.....this is absolutely not called"poor minded or close

minded,or wateva minded laaaa",but when that person knws everythng abt u,knw hw u

behave,till ystrdy he used to call u as baby,darling or watso ever,but today he call u as buddy,friend,.....and he will juz simply send u a simple msg between a friend la,saying that"hey gal,u knw wat,i met a gal today,oh god,she is damn gorgeous!!!im giving a try on her"juz imagine hw u will feel,obviously ya,u have no more feelings towards him....But when someone that u loved before this,someone that u will call everyday,juz fr the sake of asking him,he eat d or not,he sleep d or not....and nw he is telling u that he is eyeing anotha gal fr him....hahaha....

Wateva it is,im proudly to say that,im not my ex's friend,i guess that im his no 1 enemy nw...heehehehe......do i care anywy???suka hati hang la manusia!!!amigos!!nitezzz!!!

YooohoooooOOOoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is 22nd october 2010...yes,and the time nw is 842pm...(actually tak tahu nak tulis entry mcm mana,thats y simply tembak one entry)=D...Yesterday officially broke up with him...feel like juz put down a big stone that lay on my back fr 1year..my god..1year like a parasite..making my life complicated....1year i had to sacrifice so many things..my feelings as a girl...my emotion as a girl..i hv to accept wateva he said...wateva he wants...cant feel jealous even he is holding anotha gal's hand...haha,ya,no way!!!cant feel 10% jealous oso if he did that infront of me...and plz,the gal here not his sisters,its a gal....girl friends.....=)

If u guys wondering hw I can b wth him fr 1year,haahaha..the exact thing im wondering...i oso dun knw hw I be wth him fr 1year!!!seriously like stupid!!nw im saying this,not coz i hate him d,its because I can see his true colours,and start looking things at different point...y he said that?y he did that?y he wanna think that way?i get the answer d nw...coz he seriously in love wth that gal...wth someone that he claims as sister...hahahaaaaa.....funny la....u said thats ur sister,kakak angkat laa katakan....but u fall in love wth her...hmmm...congrats...i doakan u guys sampai ke jinjang pelamin....=D

I can oni wish the best fr u both laa...ths special msg fr her...heloo gal,if u can do this to other gal...thats me...that u claim too as sister,dun frget that ur boy fren can do the same thing to u...touchwood laa...i dun wan wish the worst fr u...but the best fr u,hope it comes frm others...not me definitely...i dun like to act....

And to u...jeng..jeng..jeng...someone that i called as BF fr 1year....seriously i hate u so much...but to think back..im really wanna say thanks to the God...coz HE show me so clear,he let me see n decide with my own eyes...if not her,u will still go to other gal...coz u r not serious in the relationship...u cant be serious too...so,what more i can ask for???

So this is my story...huhuhuuuu...finally the E.N.D.....=p

Such a Confusing Day!!!haiyOoOoo!!

What you want frm me actually??!!!semma headache laaa...called him today to juz end up evrything,mana tau,end up he said,i wanna b with u,if u can try to be more understanding and not that suspicious when im doing something...and im like...hmmmm....what the hell nw???haiyoooo.....so much of confusion,so much of probz....why i have to go thru this nw...wondering im so free izit???y laaaaaa!!!!

Am i willing to take the risk nw???am i can accept the way he behave??am i can accept everything???am i stupid???if i say yes,means i have to b strong no matter what happens...
if i say noo,then one prob solved...am i strong enough to take risk??can i do that???

Surat Putus Cintaaaa♥

hmmmm...Hye everyone...im not in a good mood..i knw..its normal la fr those who juz broke up...yaaa,im going thru that moments nw..here i juz wanna share a funny break up letter...its actually surat putus cinta yg tak masuk akal..=)

Dalam kesuraman ultra lembayung tika tujuh bulan menumpahkan cahaya dibawah kaki langit khirmizi, tiba-tiba aku terkenangkan eurika nostalgia cinta lama yang kita palitkan berdua. Kehadiranmu bersama molekul-molekul hidrogen menerjang segala kekusutan yang membelit tali perutku. Dan kehadiranmu itu mengajar aku erti rindu gelora dan shahdu.

Kau juga mengajarku erti cinta, singa laut,beruang kutub, penguin, kambing salji, mee rebus, cendol, koridor, kotak pensil, tali kasut dan pasu bunga.Kala itu, kita bagaikan Nobita dan Sizuka.Kau dan aku umpama Kurt Cobain dan Rafeah Buang yang tidak dapat dipisahkan. Malangnya percintaan yang mendapat liputan meluas hingga ke planet Ziku itu telah mengundang perpisahan yang akhirnya telah mengecewakan seluruh penternak lipan di Burma. Kau pergi jua ketika Kuala Lumpur sedang bersiap sedia menjadi tuan rumah Sukan Komanwel 1998.

Sesungguhnya perpisahan itu berpunca daripada penebangan pokok getah secara besar-besaran di Lembah Klang. Pemergianmu menyebabkan aku menghidap penyakit resdung dan hepatitis-Q secara mengejut. Ketiadaanmu memaksa aku memakai topi keledar setiap masa sebagai langkah keselamatan. Aku seperti tidak percaya dengan apa yang telah terjadi. Aku bagaikan tergelincir dari orbit bumi dan terpelanting ke ruang angkasa, apabila daya tarikan graviti terhadapku tiada lagi berfungsi setelahaku tersungkur dalam percintaan yang berlarutan hingga ke rubber-set. Seluruh perjalanan hidupku menjadi gelita bagaikan terperangkap di dalam gua yang gelap dan ditemani stlagit dan stlagmit yang bagai sembilu.

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So Many Things in My Mind,but Lazy to Write...(@.@)

Im back.....wuahahahaaaaa......

long time d neva update blog...really missed this blogging page...
tapi malas nak tulis....hehehehe...

like wat i wrote in my title....
seriously so many things in my mind,but lazy to write....

bukan apa..coz im on shift work...so,if on morning shift,went back home
at 330pm,then afternoon shift,went back home at 1130pm...by the time i
swich on my laptop,key in my laptop log in password,then waiting fr the
broadband initialising....hmmmm....really malas wanna wait fr those steps...
so,thats y neva blog fr so long....=)

Actually,so many things la happened...
prob at work place,then followed by prob in the family...
not enough of this,suddenly another prob,heheeee,prob in the relationship....
seriously nearly break downs...dun knw what to do...feel like wateva i had done,or doing,or even wat im gonna do next,nothing is perfect...

so many backstabbing incident happened here at work place...
the close(not so close laaaa)relationship amongs working colleagues and me no more d...
i feel so boring and so irritating to come to work...lgsung x ada mood to see some faces here...
im juz wondering,they can simply go n bamboo someone in the facebook...but cant face
that person and talk straight frward...such a coward action...if i dun like ths certain ppl,
i will go straight to that person face,and tell the truth...rather than smiling infront,but then
stabbing frm the back....haiyooo...mcm budak kecik la....

A good example that i saw today....there is this one GIRL...she commented something on her friend post in fb,that eventually is my friend too...She said "such a boring day,working nite syif with"BEST FREN".....".....that Best Friend is definitely was saying abot me...she can
smile at me,behaving like nothing happened,but then go to others,said that she was too boring on same shift with me...
hahahaa.....i juz feel like wanna laugh....a big sarcastic laugh...
Hellooooo *erumai*u thought i wanna work with u,or do u think that i even not feel anything
when work wth u...if u feel boring...i feel damn boring....boring like hell....boring have to see ur face..boring coz have to work with a sarcastic and talam muka ppl like u...adui...dun
make me talk la....seriously funny....=D

And i alwiz believe that ppl like and hate you,coz of one common reason....hehehe...that is
*YOU ARE THE BEST*!!!Sooooooooo,i dun care and i dun mind abot u laaaaa*erumai*...wuahahahaaa...=D

And then comes family prob..hmmmmm...whatelse...i can continue my study next year,
but in one condition....muz earn more than rm1500 to support my family and at the same
time to support my studies...aduiiii.....seriyane tale valiii laaaa....(means headache)....
huhuuuuuuu....

Next,relationship prob....hmmmm....this one really a big headache...but its true laaa,when
u love someone so much,its hard to leave that particular one,although he hurts u again,again..n again....n then again....again....and the list still goes on....it doesnt mean
that im stupid...but it juz teach me to be more alert...more cautious about ur surroundings,
dun trust ANYONE easily...listen to me,it gonna hurt like HELL when u put 100% TRUST on
someone and that someone mis-used it....

I did some stupid thing actually,which he said he not gonna forgive me for what i did....
and i said ok...then slowly wanna keep away frm him..but end up receiving a msg that says
lebih kurang mcm ni laaaa"I HATE U,BUT AT THE SAME TIME I LOVE U LIKE HELL,SO PLZ
DN REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKES AGAIN AND HURT ME.....I FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME.."
when i received ths msg...huhuuuu..oni God knws hw i feel.....happy but at the same time,
be extra Alert of everything....=)

So,moral of the story is....prob comes today,and will go away tomorrow...the person that u
trust today,soon u will hate that person....Soooooooo.....be alert and be happpyyyyy..!!!!!

I lost him...i really lost him d....he is not mine anymore....im totally broken...he is not the Devin that I really love,admire,care....seriously i feel so jealous....im not happy....y ths happens to me????y????where i went wrong!!im not good fr u...i knw...im not....waiting fr the moment to juz end up evrythng...im sorry...=(

v@c@t!0n tr!p nex m0nth!!!!

hollaaaaa everyone!!!long time no c....errr....actly long time no write....hehehee...my life so far so good...huhuuuu..enjoy..happy go lucky....the best part is i have a plan fr next month!!!!im goin to Medan,Indonesia!!!yaaahoooo!!!1st time in my life,gonna take flight...hahaaa....jgn gelakkan i ok...ths is the way of me sharing happiness wth everyone!!

klaaaa....wanna work d....bubye...talk ltr!=)peace!1MALAYSIA!!!wakakakaa!

Helooooo.....everybody!!!!im back on my blog page!!!yaahoooo!!!(heheheeeee....saja nak buat welcoming yg gempak ckit....=).....Today me on afternoon shift alone...haizzzz...actually with Abg Rahim~merangkap Guest Service Supervisor~but still feel boring...hehehee...not because i dont like work with him,but he is busy with his work,and im alone at front desk...5min ago,handled a chinese guest...frm Malaysian one...feel funny when they talked Mandarin infront of me...not coz of their words...but its actually they don't know that I understand Mandarin very well,and they are talking about what i gonna do,"she will collect the deposit for per pax,you must pay one la!!!"~with the chinese slang........i tried my level best not to laugh...and SUCCEDED!!!heheheheee....

This is me,i try to not show to others that i understand Chinese...don't know why la...when I go for any interview...obviously i will wrote down MANDARIN as one of my language skills...but when ask me to talk to any chinese guest especially..... especialllyyyyyy.....noted here"CHINESE FROM CHINA"aduiiii.......seriously scared wanna handle them....my 1st reason,their slang and my slang totally different....CHINA's MANDARIN more"formal"than Malaysian one....whatever they talk or ask,the grammar will be very good....something like past tense,present tense,future tense...STRICTLY NO "LAH"or "MAH"usage like our MALAYSIAN MANDARIN...hehehehe..but actually me used to Malaysian one and this is our Malaysia special qualities..

..2nd reason,once we open our mouth and reply them in chinese...thats it!!after that no matter whats the time,morning,afternoon or even night shift,they will looking for the same person to handle them...because the person understand their language...haizzzz....
....3rd reason,why i dont want to talk....hehehee....sorry...its actually i wan them to learn to speak in English...seriously,deeply,madly,whatever la...hope all CHINA guest can speak English la one day...plz....they have to used to it....by hook or by crook....almost all the road sign in Malaysia in Malay..so,atleast if they knw little bit of English...they still can translate by their own...and understand little bit....=)

Tomorrow(03/06/2010) I will be on morning syif...back to back la...Haiyo....hope i can get up early...i will be back to home around 12am,then 5am have to wake up for morning shift...1st time im doing back to back...wish that i wont feel sleepy when working 2mrw with JASON CHAN KIN CHONG...hehehehe...while writing,i already feel damn sleepy and yawning....Actually ths is not the 1st time i didnt sleep at all....last time,i still remember,i have to rushed to Ipoh on Saturday(10 april 2010),im doing night shift on Friday(9 april 2010),so the next day,when i finished work at 7am,i rushed to bus station,went to Ipoh...didnt sleep at the bus at all,when i reached at Devin's house at 1030am,his sisters all brought me to a jewellery shop at Ipoh..they told me that they wanna do some last minute shopping for their evening naming ceremony function....but in my mind,I only can thought about wanted to go back and sleep....ZZZzzzZZZZ....

When the time they finished their shopping,its already 2pm....juz imagined normally i will fall asleep if im at home back from nite syif...but for the sake of them,i didnt sleep at all....!!!!Back to his house,i cant sleep because his parents at home,obviously its not a good attitude to shown"sleeping at someone's house,somemore during day time..."heheheee....nak jaga air muka lar.....Nite time,the function start at 8pm and end at 11pm....then after that,went out "supper"with them....haiyo...oni GOD AND ME knew where i went that day....=p...

Back home again at 4am....went to sleep at 5am....haizzzzz...then woke up at 9am,rushed to bus station with his sisters,send me back to Penang....such a busy and non-sleeping day for me...but which i enjoyed the most oso la...coz he is with me....=)..love u bee...

Ok,need to stop my story d.......again,my routine for today,do closing and go back home...bye bye diary...

Such a Boring Day!!!!so....wanna blogging awhile....

Ok,let me start....today such a boring day,walaupun....ingat walaupun Tune Hotel Penang fully booked,tapi feel like the day going so slow.....2mrw on afternoon shift oso....haizzzzz...somemore dgn kononnya Master holder..haiyooooo!!!!!Jalan punya slow....check-in guest punya slow....not willing to take initiative to learn....dun knw hw la,our big boss can hired ths kind of person to work....not mean to say im downgrading her,but she looks like doesnt want to work....the way she behave....the way she talk....oh my God...she even ask for food presentation on Mee Rebus....heloooo Misss!!!what kind of food presentation u want???!!!!!hate ths kind of MAlAYSIAN,seriously sorry,no offence....u r frm Malaysia,somemore Penang...can u juz dun act like frm Australia ...Canada ....???

Hmmmm....sumthng disturbing me....i get a job(again)...at Genting....as Front Office Assistant....the pay quite good....hmmm....actually the person who really wann the job was my cousin,Eswary....im juz accompanied her fr the interview..i even last minute dun wan give a try fr the interview...but within 5 min i get the job and she is still under consideration...feel so guilty...coz she doesnt got it..hmmm....she told me,if she get it,she wanna go wth me...but nw,suddenly said,even she get it,her parents doesnt allowed her to go....haiyo....wat u wan me to do nw,Eswary????u give me a such a hope to go....but nw,u cant go...???If I go there,i will be alone....=( without my parents....

Today,i didnt call him♥Devin♥at all....hahahaha..my policy fr today,LESS TALK,LESS ARGUEMENTS....wakakakaaaa..=).....Today Lea told me...last time one of my ex-colleague here,hmmm....let us call her *LADY G*hehehehe...nama samaran yg diberi Fiezaina Rafie.....Ths Lady G told Lea,that i coupled up with Devin secara tergesa-gesa.....she said that i neva had a chance to knw any guys,thats y i accepted him at the 1st place....hahahaaa....what a good joke!!!Lea scared that I will go n serang her...hahaha.....fr wat i wanna serang her???helo...look...Lady G..u knw me only fr few months...u neva saw Devin b4,i hate the words of u that downgrading him saying that i should not chose him...and oso...helo...come on...who neva had a chance to knw guys???u or me???Im not a social type of gal,or a gal that love to mixed around with guys,but plz...b4 ths i had a love experience....i had a chance to knw a guy....but maybe jodoh tak panjang.....we breaks afta 5 months relationship....Afta that,i do met with so many kind of attitudes guys....but seriously...Devin is the 1st one that i really ♥.....so better afta ths she dun come and talk about others to me...thats all....☺

Nw,i have to stop writing....and do my shift closing with Erica....so.....later if im free at home,i will continue my story....hehehee...amigos!!!

Gotta Idea To Talked About Someone That I ADMIRED and LOVED!!

Me,Archanaa daughter of Ramoo son of Porna Thavar son of????dun knw who is my grandpa punya father la...they all frm India....the best part about my dad and Tata(we called Tata as grandpa in Tamil).....all my dad relatives here in Penang is frm my dad's mum side....(my Pathi la...pathi means grandma)none of them frm my grandpa side...kesimpulannya,all my grandpa relatives still at India...and I dun knw who are they,where are them frm....which part of India...hmmmm...no information....sometimes feel like wanna jejak kasih oso...tapi duit tak cukup...wakakakakakkaaaa...pi India wor.....not Little India at Penang....

Ok,let me start with my dad.....this is my dad....or i prefer to call him APPA...no daddy...daddy is not allowed....coz im not Mat Saleh.....im an Indian...and proud to be called as Indian....Indian Valge!!!!heheheheee....ok...go back to my story.....His name is Mr Ramoo s/o Porna Thavar....his birthdate 20 Jan 1962...seeeee...i can remember it clearly....of course la...my Appa mah....so....ths year he is 48 years old d...hmmmm.......old d....but when u guys saw him personally,people wont say that he is father of three...in fact they said im his sister....huh....!!!but im kinda blur...

they are saying im old or saying that he is still young????!!!!maybe because both of us looks tall and at the same height....not fair rite....hehehehe...but no matter hw...i happy...coz he is the most handsome guy that i ever seen...

Appa has a twin sister....named Vijayalakshmi d/o Porna Thavar...my dad comes out 1st la..then oni followed by her....heheheheh..but still the same thing happen to my aunt...people will say she is the elder sis and Appa is her younger bro....Appa will smile like thousand bulb lighting at the same time..(tak tau perumpamaan ni betul ke tak,sorry la kalau salah...)of course la happy...people keep on saying that u looks younger(mcm awet muda laaaa....)

One thing i admired and oso pity the most about Appa....he lost his amma at a very very young age....grandma passed away after nearly one month i think after give birth to appa and aunty....so,dalam erti kata lain...appa neva had a chance to see his own mum personally,either touch her hand,or breastfeeded by her...='(..........Wheneva he watched any television show regarding Mothers...something like Mothers Day show...tears will comes out frm his eyes....he missed his mum so much...God being so unfair to him.....but he is such a carefree person...i neva saw him down juz bcoz of ths....he was brought up by my grandpa totally frm the young age...my aunt was given for quite some time to my grandma's elder sister....She looked after Appa oso...but grandpa prefer to brought him up by himself...coz he is a guy....my aunt needs a mother love than him...(maybe ths is what they thinking at that time...pity him rite).....

And maybe ths is why he is so close to me....i heard some elder people said....a man that neva had a chance to see their mum's face,will see their daughter as in their mum's place....maybe Appa oso like that....He loves me so much....he nicknamed me as "Girl"since my young age....he will not call me Archanaa or Achu....but Girl...."girl,come here!""girl,dont go there"....until nw....but once in awhile...he will call me as Cho....short-short form of Achu...heheheheeee....

I admired him for his courageous...he is very out spoken....juz like me....perhaps it was inherited frm him actually....he will juz say out whatever he feels not rights,straight up that person face.....but one thing different...he will not hurt anyone....but mee....haiz....tak payah cakaplah.....sometimes i knw people wanna tampaq me fr that...wakakakakakakaaa.....=)

Appa loved to listen to music....all kind of music...last time he will keep on listening to 80's music...but after i become crazy of latest music and songs,he oso start listening to same genre as me....hehehehe.....dia pun nak rasa muda la katakan...Another weird thing.....we both will fall on sick continuosly....if ths week,appa not feeling well,demam ka...selsema ka....next week,soon after he is getting better,i will fall on sick after him....huhuhuhu...such a connection between us...sometimes feel like im his twin.......=)

These are the reasons i love him and admiring him till ths second....Pa,one sentence to describe you....YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE.....and this is why we cant lost u.....thanx pa.....

A Letter 4 U....

Sooo soorryy to say this,i alrdy totally fed up and oso can say starting to give up with u...u r not the one that i admired and like anymore...dun knw y...hmmm...the usual words that alwiz comes out frm my mouth...."dun knw y?"seriously i oso dun knw....=)..u hurt me like nobody business...u keep on saying that i oso hurt u before....huh...only one thing....i start to suspect u....i knw when we love someone,we shud not have anythng hidden frm the one...but so far whateva u done to me...totally sucks!!!!u dun wan to talk to me nicely and one of the reason why was bcoz u said i said something to Sowbna(ur ex gf)thats why after she talked to me,she even dun wan look at u...hmmm....nw she is ur best fren huh???im the type of if i done any mistakes or if i lie to someone,i will admit it at last...but if let say i neva done any mistakes,what for i wana hide that frm u???lets make it fair and square la bi....i had done some mistakes,and the same goes to u...u hide the truth about her frm me last time...i believe as long as i didnt saw it with my own eyes and heard it with my ear...i wont believe it....same thing....i neva heard or saw anythng...so,nw both of us still imperfectly perfect...but if one day i caught u..then u will knw the"langit tinggi ke rendah".....


Nw ths at ths moment....ermm...tarikh hari ni....22/05/2010,1148am...i really have no feelings towards anythng....and why i still be with u???hmmm...oni God knws...i knw u wont change...and im not gonna change fr anyone,anymore,at anytime...thats it 4 u...u dun knw hw hurt am i...and u will not take time to knw..thats it u..but me...even if u r angry,i will be understanding and wont disturb u....hmmm...seriously i want to do something special fr my 20th birthday....frget everythng,...leave everythng...juz go away...but i love my parents....i love them more than i love u...they are my world...after ths i wont trust u until i saw it with my own eyes...i can oni say i "fed up with ur attitudes towards me..."


After ths let God decide.....who are meant to be with who....i dun knw....and i wont say that u r meant to be with me anymore....u r my boy friend....but not my hubby or my life anymore...enough is enough...let me start to accept the reality before something bad happens...


And please to my fellow buddies....dun think im down nw...oh god...ths is such a "sap sap sui" matter....and i wont cry fr ths small thing....huhuhuhuhuhu...crying times alrdy become past time in my life...i oni wanna c my future afta ths....heheheheeee.....and my usual quote"ACHU ROCKS 4EVA!!!!!"huaaaaaaaaaaa......(i knw Noorfiezaina bt Rafie doesnt like my ths quote...hahahaaaa....i knw....she is jealous of my spirit"semangat"!!!!)



I ♥ evry1!!!!

~♦Achu Ramoo♦~

Me 爱 You

its totally weird when we think back why we fall in love with ths particular guy....hmm...sometimes wondering"ths world no more guys d ah??"heheheee....if Devin knws.....~matilah aku!!!~...actually im juz expressing out my feelings...=).....there is a logic if we cry for our mum...coz she is the one give the life to us...we can cry for our dad...coz he is the one that raise us up...i mean give us money la until the age that we can work and earn money by ourself....huuhuhuh....but why him???him here means special boy friend...hmmm....cant figure out why...but whatever it is,i know I love him....hmmmm....and i miss him badly...

Now I realised,Long distance relationship is very hard!!!He is in Ipoh,while Im in Penang...one year dun knw hw many times we can meet each other..he busy,me oso busy mah...haizzzzz....

Me really wanna meet him....hmmm...missing u la dungu!!!!

I love her so much!!!!

such a gorgeous lady...huhuhu....